Monday, February 8, 2016

One for the road (Rewritten)...

I'm taking my thoughts from a post I deleted and rewriting them.


      I honestly don't know if you will read this or not.  I'm writing this in hopes that you do.  I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.  If you did, you would see something truly beautiful and magnificent.  I realize that you have a lot of anger and hate towards me, I accept that.  I realize that you do not want me either, I accept that as well.  Your simply being in my life altered it from something bad to something amazing.  When we are together I have more than happiness, I have joy in my heart.  This is why when you tell me to "just get over it", it is not that simple.  The connections we shared went beyond the physical, and emotional, it was also spiritual.  This was something I had never had before in my life, something that was outright awesome.  I may not be able to fight for you in a physical sense, but I do in a spiritual sense.  I know that somehow, someway this veil gets lifted off you, and you realize that the feelings and bonds we shared were not just good but incredible.  I can't explain my feelings for you, words wouldn't do them justice.  I do know this is what we put ourselves through though, but always come back better from it.  Just know that you are beautiful.  You are amazing.  Even though you don't want it, you are loved by me.  There are people in this world worth fighting for, you have been and always will be one of them.



And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:13

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